Thursday, March 31, 2005

manic tail

now it's done, finally... look my friends, the 2 episodes of "dai cheung gam" is over, and so is the final mb... omg... can u believe it? okay, actually it's not that unimaginable...

today i felt like a clown... i made my professors very happy by giving all the stupid wrong answers... luckily i didnt irritate them... but that doesnt matter, not at all... i'm now very happy... i can't find a better word to describe it... i cant stop my angles of mouth from slanting upwards... in cantonese "i'll wake up in the middle of a dream laughing"... i thank god for looking after me... and i thank my examiners for putting answers into my mouth...

now i hv loads of plan... i'm gonna plan my trips (i've longed for), go shopping, meet plenty of old friends, fix my computer, clear up the mess in my room, o yes, dont forget to sort out the internship thingy... look elated + plans + spending... what do u think of...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

plugs and sockets

congratulations to those who're done... while i have to wait for 2 more episodes of "dai cheung gam" before mine is done... um... i'm already flooded with holiday mood...

many of us will be flying somewhere... hv fun ppl... while u're getting ready to go, u wonder if your mobile phone charger will work there... here is a very useful site with info of electricity worldwide... o u're welcome...

Monday, March 28, 2005

some common sense pls

had a whole day of mind drill on ecgs and radiographs... my brain worked for more than the summation of what i did in the past few days to the power n...

was heading home 0100 90% exhausted... there's this 2-way drive for cars only... it's cold, it's dark, it's foggy... very much a scene of a scary movie... i was wondering if i might see sth i shouldnt be seeing... there're 2 young men-in-black standing in the middle of the road doing nth...

i cant understand these ppl... (yes i'm pretty sure they're ppl...) what the h*ll are u doing there, huh??? i mean they're literally doing nothing... no they're not kissing... they're hardly touching each other... is that some form of experiment??? if u wanna wander around in the middle of the night, fine, pls wear sth white... and pls stay off the road... if it's not my 20/20 vision, u're dead... o well... is that fun or am i getting old???

Friday, March 25, 2005

silent witness

u must hv heard of this super horse in town... (it used to be the name of my favourite tv series...) today i came across a tv commercial of this horse... o yes, the first time i heard of a tv commerical of a horse!!! sth about cheering for the horse to win it's 16th race down the row... it's pretty interesting... the jockey club launched a homepage of the horse some time ago... which was browsed by hundreds of thousands in days... they even organised this silent witness cheering group with t-shirt and things... pity i wont be around on 3rd apr... i'd like to see it win, too...

Thursday, March 24, 2005

a lesson to learn

i'd say the past week is one of the worst in my life... for majority of time... i lived with palpitations, tachycardia and a sunken heart... now it's all over, today, i can feel my heart's floating... like a feather in the air... i thank God for it...

i learnt a lesson, now i realize despite i have empathy to patients... i dont really care about their families... to some extent i think they're quite a nuisance... =p... and now, i would say have mercy on their families, too... well it's hard to... but when u find them really bothersome... they have a bigger bother in their hearts... this is easy to know, but difficult to understand and even more difficult to help... i thank Lord for the lesson but i'd think it costs a bit too much...

those who know me well will know my mottos of life... in my everlasting icq info...
it is only when i treasure what i possess that i dont regret...
now it's like reinforced... i'm going to treasure what i have... as i've promised myself... and i'm going to treasure and appreciate more... now when u're complaining that life is unfair to you... exams are unfair to you... when u think u're living in hell... thank God becoz you have your luved ones with you... becoz they're all well... for happiness is not guaranteed...

Saturday, March 19, 2005

bits and pieces

me completely exhausted after 4 hours of intensive paediatrics... i'm so tired that i dont even feeling like eating during dinner... this is highly abnormal... today, rabbit and i just concluded i luv only eating and sleeping these days... it's true... for the past few weeks, i get up hungry and eat and feel sleepy and cycle repeats...

i think medic cell ppl are super nice to arrange the revision session for us... they even treat us drinks... o... should be us who buy the drinks...

look my english is so poor... i need to rescue my english... yesterday i wrote an essay and invited yyb to edit... he almost had to rewrite the whole thing for me...

today i had japanese lunch at ka ma do, causeway bay... disappointed... we had this crave for jap food and thought a nice lunch would cheer us up... uhoh... another off my list... food wasnt that bad... but bulk production at the price of fine food... plus the staff dont really wanna work there... dah...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

distinction in comicine

yesterday, i went to rabbit's home, and i played this game with him... he has quite a stock of comics... some 100 books i guess... i randomly picked a comic and randomly turned to a page and read out a line or two... then he had to tell me how the conversation continued... remember he didn't know which book i picked...

and he got it 99% right... wohwohwoh... can u imagine how many times he'd read those things??? he would really really get a distinction if the final mb was on comics...

Sunday, March 13, 2005

ching ming

today i visited my maternal grandparents and greatgrandparents in their graveyards... an annual family event... this year some 35 ppl appeared... it's kinda "grand" to have this big group of ppl moving around the cemetery... every year i came home with plenty of thoughts...

remember when i was small, i hate these big family gatherings... being a small creature of the family, i hv to remember all the adults' name and greet them... and there's always mj and ppl talking... and it's so frequent... as i'm getting old... i'm happy to see them now... look i make an effort to go despite i have my final mb... i think i'm proud to be part of it... a family which stays in harmony and unity...

i miss my grandparents a lot... few days ago i was in the ward where i saw her for the very last time... it's many years already, the memory is still vivid... there're plenty of things i wanna tell them... i wish they know we're all doing good... i believe they're blessing us from up there...

Friday, March 11, 2005

dog in fog

weather has been fluctuating, and it's getting humid again... when i'm home today, everything is again buried in the fog... i didn't see this dog until i'm 30m from it... it's standing in the middle of the road with its master... it has quite a big tail!!! and it's putting it up and waving it slowly... it's super cute!!! like warning the drivers...
"wow wow, watch out i'm here, dont hit me!!!"

Thursday, March 10, 2005

$2 fishball

i had plenty of "street food" today... and i bought this tasty spicy fishballs... a "stick" of 5 fishballs costs only $2... wah isnt it the price of 1985?

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

u're not alone

we finished the written bits today... everyone's kinda happy for a break... it's good to have all my friends together for a nice long lunch... felt so warm... it's half done now... i'm not relieved though... this half took too long... and what to come is more difficult...

last night, instead of doing what i should be doing, ie, revision... i spent some time surfing around my classmates' blogs... hee... there're a dozen of them...

similar lines appeared in these blogs, i saw between the lines stress and fear and courage... like everyone thinks he did terribly in some papers and okay in some others... like everyone is begging god for a pass, and just a pass... that's very understandable... i'm not at all surprised, but i'm truly moved...

sometimes i dont think of final mb as such a big thing in life... okay, it's big, it's not huge... now i see how distressing it is... distress enough to turn everyone into soulless pieces of flesh... i'm not very close to some of these classmates, what they post did touch me... i feel accompanied... i know i'm not alone... if u think u did terrible, it's okay, u're not alone... coz everyone did as bad...

p.s. never use ctrl+C to copy your post in blogger!

Monday, March 07, 2005

*update*
look, this tech support thing really works... now my icq is back...
but i lost a few ppl... hopefully i'll somehow hv their uin back... um...

yet another day

good, i made another bunch of educated guesses today... it's not as horrifying as friday... still i'm quite exhausted after a total of 6 hours... i'm only looking forward to tv time tonight...

someone said it's all like a dream... right... am approaching the middle of it... (omg only middle, it's one of the longest month in my life!) hopefully by the time i wake up from this dream... i'll be refreshed, happy and still alive...

today, my mood is no good... probably sth to do with pms and ibs... literally any conversations entering my ears are nuissance... which maybe a good time for exam, when i worked in almost absolute silence...

sth in my computer's not working again... this time icq... i wonder maybe all the computers here have decided to generate some troubles and have them all come out at the same time... like professors keeping their "best and funniest" questions and have them all uncovered in exams...

saturday night, i emailed tech ppl of icq... guess what, they answer emails!!! they really do... what's more... they gave me a reply on sunday!!! so they worked 7 days a week... amazing... it's not some computer generated thing... someone really wrote it... and he gave me all the step by step thing... i hvnt tried it yet... maybe it's not going to work... nevertheless, i'm impressed...

Friday, March 04, 2005

avoiding answers

"he's a piece of sh*t..." it appeared in my psychiatry paper today... right, being a human-biology-related exam... it's kinda natural that they set questions on human excretion...

the MCQ today is best described as "evil", so are those who set it... in the middle of my exam, i recalled my high school mentor's word on MCQ...
"when u come to an MCQ that u hv no clue, it's better to randomly pick an answer than to make a guess... by random picking, u have 1 in 5 chance of hitting it right, by guessing, u fall 100% into all the traps... then you successfully avoid all the correct answers on the computer answer sheet..."
today i came across plenty of MCQs without a clue... unfortunately, i have my principles of "doing my best...", so i made guesses for some 50 out of 60 Qs... i believe i skipped a lot of correct answers...

i'm kinda upset becoz i don't want to redo psychiatry... i don't realize i hate it so much until my final revision yesterday... now, look at my post 4 days ago...
"anything looking really big in front of me now will only be a trivial part of my life... "
okay, now i think i'm fine...