gratitude

i want to thank two buddies for helping out with my work yesterday... i was on call and i had some nasty work to do... work that doesnt belong to me... god sent me two angels... dr. tsui k and dr. benedict... they're super kind to finish the work for me without me knowing... i think they're really really angels... thank you so much... i promised tsui k a kisskiss but i can't do so... somebody else will do it...

learning from mistakes

three months past and my ear wounds are formed, i can put on new earrings now!!! i got some new earrings to celebrate for the bigbigevent... and yes please, buy me plenty...

there's still a bit of blood-stained discharge from the right ear wound, minor infection... i have rather thick earlobes... and the newly bought earrings are kinda short... i decided to put on my first pair of longer earrings today to hasten the healing of infection... i did it in front of the mirror over the wash basin... and yes... the tiny whatever which locks the earring went down the wash basin... i learnt that i should never wear a earring in over a wash basin...

in the afternoon i wasn't that busy... the good girl bigtail went into the washroom with her aqueous chlorhexidine and sterile gauze to clean the infected wound... no this time she stayed away from the basin... and ding... the earring dropped onto the floor and then the drainage thing on the floor... i learnt i should never wear a earring over any potential "holes"...

goodbye my luv

having been in luv with him for half a decade... many of his characters really attract me... once i thought he's my lifelong love... now that i realize there're things that i can't stand and for some reason we won't stay forever... and it's time for us to say goodbye to each other, peacefully... he's left me the greatest memory...

i've actually found my new love... he has an entirely different style... surprised me how he attracts me, too... but he just seems to fit me perfectly...

goodbye my beluved, audi tt...
and my new favourite, mercedes b-class...

burnout

busy busy busy... i need some time to sort out the job application biz... and then there're friends whom i've promised to meet last year... now that the new year and even the cyn has passed and still i can't find time... i wanna see a film with my rabbit, only one will do... i need time for my own life...

there's this questionnaire about doctors working hours and they used the term "burnout"... can't find a better word... i'm burnout... there're 28 days this month and i have 10 calls...

6 months ago i had 3-day call roster with sleepless call nights, too... i was a bit more energetic then... i dunno why... perhaps it's just half a year and i'm burnout already... perhaps i was so new then therefore i had the energy... i had half a year gap to build up the energy beforehand and it took only 3 months to burn it out...