Wednesday, October 22, 2008

snooker snooker

isn't it supposed to be fall?

had my paces exam today... i've made some potentially fatal mistakes... i don't know what will happen, i don't think it's a die hard kind of situation... i may make it if i scored incredibly well in other stations... am quite upset after the exam though... i didn't expect this kind of emotion... am supposed to be playing hard after these months of torture... am upset because the problem is my own... i've had the easiest cases & the nicest examiners... it's me who failed myself... incredibly hopeless... and if i have to do it over again... i don't know what to do to improve these problems... problems which cannot be solved even by spending more time on books or patients...

played snooker with dad in the evening... we're both fans of snooker on now tv... i have decided to play snooker after exam after watching the grand prix last week... this is the first game between dad & i... how enjoyable! we both are actually very bad at it... i've never properly played it all my life & he's prolly not walked near a snooker table for some decades! we formally played a game... and it took us 2 complete hours before we can put all the balls into the pockets... we prolly scored the highest marks in the world... he had 180+ & i had 160+... we only get around 20 points for ourselves... the rest were penalty scores from each other either from misses or the cue ball enters a pocket... we need practice... that's the happiest bit of the day... am really glad that he spent the day with me so i didn't have to end up in despair alone... luv u loads yyb!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

mrcp paces exam

fine weather

there it is, it finally comes... didn't feel the stress until yesterday... i lost a bit of weight... back to my pre-HKCEE weight... how amazing... the stress has been shooting up in the past 2 days... i've been through so many exams in my life... it appears to be another important one... i really wish i can make it... i don't want to go through this torturing preps again... am kinda moody... for one minute am quite confident but feel like rubbish the next... i have no idea whether i'm good enough to pass... i just wish the miraculous combo of nice examiners, good cases & my functioning brain will come up during that very hour...