i've been getting lazier and lazier with my blog... the all-time excuse, i don't have time, i'm very much occupied by work... the real reason being i'm very much occupied by facebook... the other reason is my life has been so dry and ordinary... nothing much worth noting really... though low, there's a regular hit rate... thank you so much... you must be those who care about me... perhaps you're just curious, i'm very happy with that, too...
look, i didn't even post after my dual short trips in november... i just haven't got much to say, they're just another relaxing and refreshing trip... i wish i'm not becoming a boring physician who only do ward rounds and consultations... i also wish i'm not turning the online dairy into a monthly journal...
am bothered by a few uncertainties these days... most people around have passed their intermediate exams... i feel so happy for them... i really wish i will complete mine in march so that i have more time to get myself ready for higher training... there're a few things other than work that i'd like work on... however, PACES is not that easy... my brain is so blank now... it's like i know nothing about physical examinations which i'm supposed to be doing every day... i being to wonder if i bring my brain to work since i've moved to the hard-working-team... shouldn't i more competent and independent with time??? but i'm not seeing the curve here... where're my functional neurones??? those which i luved to use a lot... plus i don't know where i'm going next year... the rumour says i'm going to RH, it's not bad news i have to say... 15 mins from home to work... and i don't have to face my boss if i fail my PACES... haha... will anyone practise short cases with me there??? will i be able to take my VLs??? are ppl nice there??? there're so many question marks...
