the first kiss

fine as before

started working on the jigsaw as i've always wanted... known as the first kiss, painted by william adolphe bouguereau... i dunno why but it simply attracts me... think it's very sweet and genuine kind of kiss between the two cherubic angels...
quite a difficult one because there're basically only three colour tones... took me five hours to complete only a small part...

exam's over (at least for time being)

it's a day of sunshine

thank you luves for your support... and every one who's lended me their luck, which was crucial... my exam is over... i dunno whether i've passed... that doesn't matter... i've decided to play hard in the coming month before results are available... yehyeh!!!

there're loads of things i planned to do... not to mention the all time to-dos like hair and facial and clean my desk... i also have shopping... visit yungyung... harry potter... the jigsaw which i bought from italy but not permitted to touch... play those new wii games... moving home... and most importantly, there're tones of old friends i wanna see and play with... hurray... look i'm revitalised and getting a bit manic... give me some time and i'll organise something...

the PP carpark

sunny, how nice that i'm not working, how sad i'm staying home...

in the carpark of pacific place... the wall is painted along the driveway down the parking space... it's a golf course with people playing golf... and in this golf course, there're only human beings, rabbits, squirrels plus one tiger! as we go down the driveway, the rabbit and the squirrel run here and there and play around the golf course while human beings are playing golf... i have a feeling that it's all painted for me... my world in coloured pencils... can u believe i really have such a scene in my mind... except it's a much bigger forest instead of a golf course and i don't understand what the tiger is doing there... anyways it's incredible... haha i really really luv it...

meanwhile am struggling through books and website hoping i'll luck through... it's meant to be a better prepared one... but ended up worse... am such a lazy people that every day my colleagues ask me to stay home & study... o well...

update

hot & hotter

thank you luves... that's why i've always luved you people... because you're always by my side... things are getting a bit better this week... we're finally released from part of our duties... finally was able to clear the consultation box... still i don't have time to go take off the stitch over my wisdom tooth... today is postop day 12... it's meant to be off on day 7... am praying that it doesn't get infected... now things are getting on the track and i'm about to start my exam leave... there're nearly 30 cases... not to mention every HIV is a headache... i dunno but their fever simply never comes down... i hope jp will be happy since he has our angel senior with him...

dysthymia

don't even know what weather was like

9 days into july... have switched to ID team... thought resp was tough... ID can only be harder... given i know nothing about those bugs and stuff... the mysterious HIVs... a flu outbreak... and get to see consultations where anyone who sent the consultation is actually more experienced than myself... even more stunning is a super inconsiderate team head who has decided not to release our other duties and had us to work on 20+ patient's each day... because "manpower is tight"... o thanks... is there a minute when manpower is not tight??? it really really upsets me to realize my team head doesn't think his staff is working hard enough... it's easy for him to say o you take care of this and this and that for meanwhile la... o excuse me how meanwhile is meanwhile le??? one day a colleague came to me and said i had a typical depressive facies... am glad other colleagues are nice and supportive... and seniors came to share our workloads on saturday... how comes everyone be so nice and the one with greater power just ignore how stressed we are...

am lucky to have a senior who's nicer than angel and a kind & understanding partner to work with me... or i'd been living in tears for the past week... i think i quite like it though... given so much fun and new things to learn... it's just not the right time... i literally work nonstop each day except for an half-hour lunch break... not even time for water & loo... am home even later than my parents tonight (bad prognostic sign)... omg... am so exhausted after work that i haven't really read since the beginning of the month... i dun think i shall pass the exam... just can't help it and that upsets me more... i've already marked my leave for a re-sit... that's quite mad isn't it...