passing the gift

oven hot

today is passing the gift... i was very happy with this big smile on my face all day... truly felt the joy of being a bride to be... i thank mum for all the tiny little things with lots of thoughts & blessing in it...

again it's yungyung who brought me back to my blog... i miss her loads today... when i was pouring tea to her shrine i wanted it so much that she could be physically here... that she could witness the moments the gifts in red came into my home... that she could experience the merry moments... that she could know the little girl she whole-heartedly raised is stepping into another stage of life... i was told she would know, this i can never tell...  i only know she is very deeply missed...

the adorable yungyung

yungyung has more or less become quite demented after the long period of deconditioning and those vascular insults to her brain... she is admitted to hospital again for some minor matters... admittedly i visit her more often while she's in hospital... she's like a baby and she's becoming very cute these days... especially she became more energetic after the blood transfusion... yesterday i saw her feeding herself... i was literally moved when i saw her using that pair of chopsticks... long since she fed herself... she told me those nonappealing hospital food was yum and refused our homemade congee... i enjoy talking to her so much... she recognises our faces but sometimes she cannot tell my name... i ask her lots of questions to get her talk to me... i ask her people's names and birthdays and things about herbs and soups, things she used to excel at... her answers are usually wrong but quite relevant... when she's asked about names she gives me names... when she's asked about her age she gives me numbers... and when i asked about birthdays she gives me year & dates... one day she's 31 and the next day she's 91... one day she's in hospital and the next day she's in school! see, she's so adorable... can't stop loving her...

the kind-hearted yungyung

a little smoggy

visited yungyung today... she didn't complain much about pain lately... she frowned a lot today, actually she always frown, but she looked a bit worried and upset... reason being she heard about the earthquake... she said it's horrifying to think of losing so many lives... we asked her to pray for the unfortunate souls... and she decided to donate her birthday red packet money... yungyung u know u looked just so sweet... can't stop luving you...