burnout

busy busy busy... i need some time to sort out the job application biz... and then there're friends whom i've promised to meet last year... now that the new year and even the cyn has passed and still i can't find time... i wanna see a film with my rabbit, only one will do... i need time for my own life...

there's this questionnaire about doctors working hours and they used the term "burnout"... can't find a better word... i'm burnout... there're 28 days this month and i have 10 calls...

6 months ago i had 3-day call roster with sleepless call nights, too... i was a bit more energetic then... i dunno why... perhaps it's just half a year and i'm burnout already... perhaps i was so new then therefore i had the energy... i had half a year gap to build up the energy beforehand and it took only 3 months to burn it out...