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look... good things usually come together... so are bad ones... granny started mobilisation 3 days ago... she's able to sit up and walk a few steps... just as we thought the worst is over... she sprained her knee... and sustained a medial tibial plateau fracture... huh? another one?? her bones must be very very very osteoporotic... it means she'll go through all the pain and complications of pain killer and immobilization again... perhaps she'll never walk again... this is what she used to fear most... now her mind is still so bright... i'd rather she's demented... perhaps she suffers less that way...

please god... make her comfortable... being happy and pain free is so simple that we take for granted... yet it can be so difficult for others...