all the same

now all our intern placements are settled... and we're halfway through the pre-internship block... i'm getting the pressure about this work thing... i'm actually pretty worried that i'm not competent enough to handle the job... not to mention my first round is real tough...

i believe at least 80% of my classmates have the same feeling... i notice in the past months (or even years) people in my class actually have very similar thinking... remember i said all of us underwent the same dark age during the final mb... and now the same uncertainty about the year ahead... and of course the same worry about getting a training post...

apparently it's understandable... because we went through the same things so we people think alike... but i doubt it... in london, i chatted with medical students in my group... they're distinctly different individuals... they went through similar things in their medical school, too... but their views towards study is different and their career plans are very diversified... is it the education and everything we've gone through here that have shaped us into a flock of similar viewless figures??? sad...