longlong diary

when did i last posted? if i took an elevator since i last posted here... i'd reached Mars now... below is what happened in the past 3 weeks... ups and downs... me not good at living in uncertainties... and i'm glad it's kinda halted... and again loads of thoughts came up...

had been very obsessed about job hunting... had been dreaming to do medical for years and yet was asked to attend all kinds of OG interviews... heard that i had a high chance to be hired in pm... that makes it even worse... isn't it quite funny... i can easily tell what i really wanna do... i was so relaxed in front of the OG bosses... forgive me but to some extend those are really like mock interviews... some bosses could actually tell that i'm more a medical person... then the medical departments began their selection processes and the week was hard... think i'm so stressed becoz i care so much about it... when i really mean it and was so serious about it... becoz i had such a high chance and i thought i've really done it to my best... to tell the truth i rarely perform to my best, not during hkcee and not even during final mb... and this time even my rabbit agrees that i strived for something...

am really delighted that i shall go back to pmh in july... and i'm gonna work with a nice colleague whom deserves an offer... i was about to congratulate tong yeh for his excellent insight to pick such a good trainee... =))... had lost this feeling of being acknowledged and of being the best... i'm really really glad and i'm gonna treasure it... i had a lot of angels who helped bringing this dream come true... i have their names on my mind... MOs had been so nice there and i think they like we three little girls too... we treated them lunch on the last day... and one of the MOs told me he's kinda moved... haha...

am happy that my rabbit can finally get what he want, too... i've been around him all these years and i have seen how much he wanted it and how much he put into it... think everyone has his/her angels... and if i'm his angel... it's one of my mission to standby him and make this dream of his come true... to some extend i'm happier to see him getting his offer than me getting mine...

me back at qmh this rotation... thought it's gonna be the smoothest change since i worked there before... plus very happy to see many old friends again... really happy to work with mono... we knew each other so well and there's no chance to work with him since we entered med school, not in any pbl groups... urology ppl are okay... nurses are quite nice... pity i still got a bit mad about things...

went down to advance an CT appointment and met this very rude clerk followed by an impolite -gist... look it's the fourth quadrant... think i'm a polite person and i always started my conversations with "please..." but my tolerance has really dropped... and i don't see a reason why i have to respect people who never respect interns... that's the problem with qmh... i've never "ordered" someone to do anything at work and i shall never be ordered to do anything... esp when u're staff of another department... pls don't irritate me when u don't have the rights to or i'm gonna "give u a bigbig piece of my mind"...

and then there's supra-ridiculous division of labour... i'm prepared to fax consultations and even filing the case notes myself... but i didn't know i have to remember the number of porters and call them up myself... what??! they called porters to send astrups for me in OG... later on i may carry the specimen down to labs... prepare night food... arrange NEATS... and mop the floor...

had collagen facial today... i usually do vitamin C facial, coz i was told that helps whitening, u can tell it doesn't work.. collagen facial is cheaper and better... felt like de-shelled egg this afternoon... hee... the lady was so nice that she recommended it to me... think she's always so sincere and she spends time on my bigbig face... unlike others who keep pushing me to use the costly stuffs... u know when u're good ppl know and they appreciate it...

my maid's on leave and it's disastrous... mum challenged herself (and us) by not hiring a part-time... i wash dishes every time i'm home... i last did that a decade ago... and we have a new toy... her name is miele... she is a washing machine... she's so nice and so quiet... so much so that momochung doesnt mind washing clothes... tonight momochung and i bathed the golden & silver yings... i've never bathed them before... think it's kinda sweet to do that with my brother... had a good time...

this is so long becoz i had so much thoughts... thanks for reading up to this line and i think u deserve a kisskiss... muah...