uncertainties, again

it's been a busy week... i'm so tired every evening that i ain't able to do anything and can't be bothered to talk to anyone...

i ain't very good at dealing with uncertainties... unfortunately i am facing it quite frequently... am joining a team different from my old team in PMH... i have no idea how i'm gonna handle a MO's duty... feel so unprepared... there're loads that i wanna read up especially about infectious diseases... but where comes the time???