new life

okay now that work has begun... like all my friends, there's an unfinishable workload and plenty of uninsertable drips... i think i'm still okay... it's not too far from my imagination... but when things appear in front of me i dunno how to handle... there's not a lot of book stuff left in me... and many a times book stuffs are not very practical... like i dunno the dosage for anything gee... there're lots of things i wanna jot down here but my post-call brain isnt quite functioning... on my day 1 i lost 1 tourniquet and broke a pen...